I hate how you always reappear in my life when I am all over those sickening emotions, leading a happy life, having nothing to do with you. And I hate how you always have the ability to once again bother me with thoughts of you, leaving me feeling helpless and doubtful :(
Well, it wasnt solely your fault anw. It was a loser dumb girl who allowed herself to step into this shit. But will you help her please, to not miss you all over again? :(
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Dear diary,
Damn it. Im upset. Why do my friends seem to be walking away from my life one by one? And this feeling is haunting. Im not someone who needs thousands of friends surrounding me 24/7. Im just sick and tired of feeling so empty. Where are all my true friends when I needed them the most? Where have they gone to? Being immersed in so many happenings and finding endless means to keep myself occupied isnt working. Not at all.
Has anyone ever wondered how amazing it is the way two people who were once strangers can become so close, and yet so incredible how two people can become as distant as strangers when they were once so close. Sometimes I really have to hate myself for being so sentimental. The truth is harsh, and I know it. I know that the reality, is that people come and go. But why, why do I have to be that much sentimental, missing so badly the people whom I was once close to, wondering how they are right now, wishing we were still doing all the silly things we once did tgt, and praying that I could experience once again their physical presence which used to always bring me so much comfort.
BFFs.
Is that purely a label?
Toodles~
WL.
Damn it. Im upset. Why do my friends seem to be walking away from my life one by one? And this feeling is haunting. Im not someone who needs thousands of friends surrounding me 24/7. Im just sick and tired of feeling so empty. Where are all my true friends when I needed them the most? Where have they gone to? Being immersed in so many happenings and finding endless means to keep myself occupied isnt working. Not at all.
Has anyone ever wondered how amazing it is the way two people who were once strangers can become so close, and yet so incredible how two people can become as distant as strangers when they were once so close. Sometimes I really have to hate myself for being so sentimental. The truth is harsh, and I know it. I know that the reality, is that people come and go. But why, why do I have to be that much sentimental, missing so badly the people whom I was once close to, wondering how they are right now, wishing we were still doing all the silly things we once did tgt, and praying that I could experience once again their physical presence which used to always bring me so much comfort.
BFFs.
Is that purely a label?
Toodles~
WL.
