Dear diary,
I hate it when relationship matters have to affect a friendship :'( if u wanted me to list out the number of precious friends I have lost because of this, i would need to borrow ur fingers :( okay i was just kidding. but there hasnt been just one of such case, but several. do people really have to forsake friendships in order to shun away from relationship matters? why are we such cowards who cant just express wadeva that we feel? D:
I miss living in a world of children D: they are so truthful and naive. a like means a like and a dont like means a dont like. if i like u, i can go all out to show my love for u, a kiss and a hug is no big deal. if i dont like u, i wont have to hide that i dont like being around u, i can just frown at u. and after each time they cry, they just forget any possible unhappiness and their faces would once again beam with joy at the simplest reason.
anyway, POC is coming up. camp commandant. gootluck to me.
okay time to wander off to the faraway lalaland. gootnite world :)
Me.
