i dunno wad words to use to describe mi feelings now. so irritated. so frustrated. pissed. infuriated. ARGH.. feel like screaming and biting someone..

alrite. it's because of that darn sec one orientation thingy. the emcee speech was enuff okae.. perhaps im a perfectionist.. *sighs* i wun give up doing smthing unless it is up to my standard.. expectation and satisfaction.. so i spent so much time.. on wed.. okae la.. shall sae.. with partner mingxian.. yup.. spent so much time on our speech.. and i got so frustrated with miself when i realised that the speech that we wrote was so down to standard.. it was like.. of such poor standard.. not a single bit professional.. so we decided to stop doing evrything.. and refresh our memories and discuss evrything at night. so it was like 5 plus.. and we played with bubbles.. until 6 and we ended up watching spongebob.. and in the end.. i signed in msngr at abt 10 plus.. and it so damn late.. so i got mingxian so sleepy and tired.. so i told him to go to slp and i shall send him the script by 7 in the morn the nxt dae.. so i stayed up in the night.. hoping tt some inspiration will come to mi mind.. and it did.. at 2 in the morning! but i dozed off.. after i quickly jotted down mi inspiration.. oh wad the hell.. damn it.. no spongebob todae.. oh anw back to where i was.. so since i was so tired.. and mi brian was like.. rotting? so i decided to haf a gd nite slp before i wake up the nxt dae to send mingxian the script.. and so.. i woke up at 6 plus in the morning to finish the darn script.. mi brain rotted.. no more brain juice..

and i refreshed mi memories.. and used the com to upload some pics, taken on tues with yuting n frens during the outing, into friendster.. and ding dong.. sueyee was here.. sec one orientation thingy agn.. campfire booklet.. so in the end.. i found miself typing the song list and pasting evrything into paint.. and adjusting all the sizes.. looking for suitable pics.. and adjusting evrything into the form of a booklet.. doing evrything on mi own.. coz i just couldnt tolerate the way sueyee does it.. told u im a perfectionist.. i wan evrything nicely done and up to standard.. so tt ppl will haf a good impression on us.. guides n scouts.. :) oh well.. so i ended up doing all the songs stuff.. and got mi sista to help us (she's more experienced and professional u see) using ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.. which both sueyee and i had no idea of how to go bout using it.. haha.. so evrything was nicely done and printed out.. at 8.00pm.. another dae gone.. and i was like so satisfied with the booklet.. but we wasted so much time n printer ink..

well.. on thurs.. sueyee came to mi hs agn.. to do the campfire invitation.. and unfortunately.. i was SICK.. sinus u see.. so i wasnt able to help out in the invitation.. and i was resting on the sofa near the com.. but when sueyee couldnt figure it out why the printer was not working.. i went to check it out.. and i found tt the invitation was like.. so weird looking.. but i was too sick to edit things.. so i printed it out.. and it realli freaked me off.. im sorry sueyee but it was realli unpresentable.. and furthermore.. we printed the wrong docs and wasted the two pieces of specially bought papers.. WTH.. ok. anw.. since it was so unpresentable.. i thought of cutting it into a smaller size.. like those kind of memo cards.. so tt it looks more like an invitation.. alrite.. it looked more presentable.. so i thought of drawing the word "odyssey" out by the side.. using a black marker and silver ink on top of the words.. so that the invitation looks more appealing and grand.. but.. we didnt haf a black marker.. WTH.. pissing me off.. so i thought of several ways to get the black nicely drawn.. using mi dried black marker.. okae.. looks ugly.. but at least more like an invitation.. sueyee said tt it was better than the original version.. so i told her to find a black marker and do the rest on her own.. but she had to visit msia and onli gets back on tues which is the nxt meeting.. oh damn it.. so she decided to leave them as the original version rather than the edited one which look so much more like an invitation.. and coz she had no time.. so i volunteered to help out.. coz i realli could not stand such an invitation card tt didnt seem to me as an invitation card.. it looked realli pathetic.. like.. just a slip of paper? so now.. i haf to go buy a blck marker.. and get evrything done by nxt tues..

and u noe wad.. MY HOMEWORK! actualli wanted to complete mi hmwk by this sun.. which is CHRISTMAS.. oh well.. so frustrated.. sueyee im not blaming u.. realli.. it is just this orientation thingy.. or perhaps mi perfectionist character.. but my xmas is now ruined.. i suppose mommie wun let me go out with wan this sun.. coz of mi hmwk!!! didnt even manage to do at least a set of amaths paper or a situational writing this whole wk u noe? so disappointed.. argh. maybe im wasting some of mi time by blogging.. BUT.. i REALLI NEEDA LET OUT WADS IN MY MIND! argh. and im still hafing blocked nose rite now.. this darn orientation thing is realli getting on mi nerve.. and no spongebob todae.. WTH..

the green leaf association! buahaha! 

red rope.. 

can we hug u? 

uncle!! dun drown urself! 

someone took mi foto while i was eating! 

pathetic star.. 3 edges onli.. 

haha.. FRIES + COMMERCIAL 2 

haha.. FRIES + SAUCE COMMERCIAL 1 

there.. the sauce.. 

shufen n i 

can i hug u? 

BIG HUG! 

taken at bedok jetty.. 

yuting shufen sihui minjun.. i ADORE U ALL!

woohoo~ todae went to east coast park with mi pri sch best buddies! omg.. and WE HAD A WHALE OF A TIME! i LOVE u all! *muacks muacks* ok.. haha.. although all our little buttie still hurt and our legs are still like jelly.. bud evrything else is so fantanstic.. :D frm the uncle who forgot to press the metre.. to the hump and butt part.. to the mac part when the disgusting sauce plus commercial was introduced.. (will show foto ltr on..) to the beach part.. to the part when i took a bald man's foto in the sea secretly.. to the mudskipper part.. to the christmas carols part.. to the 50 cents per shower part.. and finalli to the desperation when we wanted to take np bud had no $$.. haha plus the fototaking part!! i just love taking fotos.. this n tt.. even stoopid ones like tv shows and tv commercials.. heh.. FUN! yep yep n now mi cam has NUMEROUS minjun's fotos!!! and she has influenced me with her narcissism.. oh dear.. haha..

yepyep.. the mudskippers were cool.. they blinked and moved onli when shufen n i sang "the 12 days of christmas" in a high pitched tone.. :) and i hate mi bike.. low quality.. *shakes head* haha.. even part of the paddle came off.. and to think i didnt realise it.. hahaha.. and the humps were like.. killing mi butt.. n now mi butt is dead.. haha.. ok.. lamo me.. yep well.. aft all these butt killings.. we wenta MAC! and introduced the garlic-chilli plus mayonaise plus curry sauce.. sauce.. originated frm mi wab.. and they think it was nice!!! :D haha.. and shufen n i shot a commercial.. featuring sizzling hot fries dipped in the fragrant sauce! plus mi amazed face.. hahaha.. and we took fotos!! :D minjun must haf thought tt we were obsessed with the sauce.. hahaa.. and yuting couldnt be bothered... eating her food in delight.. haha n sihui.. disappointed with her chicken little toy which was initially supposed to be a dunno wateva narnia toy.. hahaa.

and we proceeded to the beach!! :D ooh... the sea.. then sun.. i SIMPLY LOVE them~ hhaa.. and oh yes.. b4 tt.. shufen offered to help me in the shooting of a bald man dipping himself in the sea with onli his head popping out.. hahaha!!! it was so damn farnie!! haha.. shufen just had to stood there and i could easily zoom in so tt she would be out of the pic..!! yay! and i took a close shot of this baldie man.. heh.. *yess!* haha.. and sf n i were like applying too much sun block lotion on ourselves.. haha.. this is to prevent skin cancer u noe.. and yuting was like luffing all the way.. trying in vain to finish her bottle of sun block lotion tt she had bought for OBS.. hahaha!! so we proceeded to play with the sea water! woohoo!! the refreshing breeze and erm.. dirty water.. haha.. oh yar.. and we actualli saw this v pervertic looking old man dressed onli in his swimming trunks.. haha.. walking in our direction.. and he kept looking at us.. omg.. *chills* and we eventualli got to noe his female fren.. a kind auntie who helped us tie a ribbon like band ard our wrists.. using coconut leaves plucked illegally.. hahaha.. yeps.. fotos on their way! and thus.. we got to noe him as well.. he isnt as pervertic as we thought.. he is just another frenly soul.. tt's all.. haha..

yep and we climbed up the eh.. wad's tt.. wadeva breakwater or wad shit la.. and we took stoopid fotos.. hahaa.. and we sang christmas carols to the mudskippers! :D cool.. and when we played with the sand and all tt.. enjoying the breeze and the wu bian wu ji de sea.. :D and the seaweeds.. haha.. and aft tt when shufen yuting n i wenta bathe.. we didnt expect tt money was req.. so i ran bck to grab some.. and we got rid of the stinky odour immediately! haha.. yep and so.. aft all these.. we went back.. :D to LOT 1 and bought some stuff b4 we get hm.. :D hahaa.. I LOVE TODAE!

U ALL GAVE ME A WONDERFUL MORNING + AFTERNOON + EVENING = DAY - NIGHT! :D fotos coming up! :D

new word

camaraderie.. --mutual trust n friendship

BAHAHAHHA!

it has been like.. 4 months plus since i ever blogged? WOW.. broke mi own record man.. haha.. been telling miself tt I LOVE MATHS!! I LOVE MATHS!! haha.. im like suffering frm mania.. been doing emaths these few daes.. and hafing amaths tuition at just maths these few weeks.. and i found out tt maths is so interesting! :D SO WE SHD ALL LOVE N CHERISH MR MATHS!! come on.. chant with me.. I LOVE MATHS! I LOVE MATHS! or was it bcoz of ms khoo's praises last sundae? SHE SAID TT I AM SMART!! hahahahaha.. i am smart.. :) cool.. :D :D :D :D hahaha.. ok enuff enuff.. 4 months disappearing n now a maniac.. hahaha.. okae okae.. and tell u smth.. i dreamt of weirdie stuff recently agn!! *shakes head*

let me disclose some of the weird dreams.. :D there was one night when i was slping so soundly when i suddenly saw miself in a hospital cum prison building which looked so much like a shopping mall. haha.. and i dreamt of miself contacting the virus tt was spreaded by chang'e in "my date with a a vampire 3" hahaha.. then i went ard searching frantically for help.. bud we were not supposed to look at at another person's eyes as the virus is spreaded by eye contact.. ok.. so i was the person in charge of this hospital cum prison.. and i rmbed someone teaching me how to lock up the prison cells using metal chains.. there was a distinctive method to go abt doing it.. haha.. and the prisoners were patients who haf contacted the virus.. and i was supposed to lock them up and watch them so as to make sure tt they do not haf any intention of escaping.. therefore haf any single chance to spread the virus to anyone else outside.. and in a flash.. i looked at a patient's eyes by accident.. and i miself contacted the virus!!! i gaped in disbelief.. no one had eva thought tt i would contact the virus miself! even me!! haha.. and then i was in the standardised patients' clothes.. haha.. and i managed to escape frm the prison n wander in the shopping mall.. suddenly.. i saw qiurong n tang huimin.. n as huimin raised her head.. i found mi eyes starng at hers.. she contacted the virus as well.. i didnt do it intentionally.. so i felt realli guilty.. and i ran back to the hospital cum prison to surrender miself.. and instead.. i saw so mani naked corpses in the display windows.. they died.. after contacting the virus.. i ran off.. n i suddenly found miself asking an uncle dressed in a smart suit where the hospital was.. coz i knew i had to go back aft all.. he told me tt it was at the 4th storey.. i didnt dare to look into his eyes.. suddenly an odour came spreading frm the lifts.. i saw corpses on stretchers being carried out.. when reached the 4th floor.. i appeared in a hawker centre.. there was a huge no. of old folks.. i asked them if they knew where the hospital was.. they had no idea.. i thanked them before walked away in panic.. heading for the lift.. n suddenly there was this pervertic looking man waiting standing beside me.. i tiptoed away.. didnt wanna take the same lift as this pervertic man.. n out of nowhere.. mi physics tcher mr CHIN appeared! i was so relieved to see him.. i went over to hug him and he explained to me tt i was in the yr 2004.. and tt i had recovered.. evrything was back to normal.. :D which is to say i won the battle! hahaha.. realli weird dream.. and i saw quan yi feng there.. with mi phy tcher as well.. and then.. i woke up.. finding miself on mi bed once agn..

haha.. another one was when i was in sch with some of mi frens.. during this sch bazaar.. and there was this v special stall.. selling mashed slugs plus ice cream.. and we bought them.. they were terrific.. i wondered how i swallowed the slugs with so much delight.. hahaha it was a short dream though..