i dunno wad words to use to describe mi feelings now. so irritated. so frustrated. pissed. infuriated. ARGH.. feel like screaming and biting someone..

alrite. it's because of that darn sec one orientation thingy. the emcee speech was enuff okae.. perhaps im a perfectionist.. *sighs* i wun give up doing smthing unless it is up to my standard.. expectation and satisfaction.. so i spent so much time.. on wed.. okae la.. shall sae.. with partner mingxian.. yup.. spent so much time on our speech.. and i got so frustrated with miself when i realised that the speech that we wrote was so down to standard.. it was like.. of such poor standard.. not a single bit professional.. so we decided to stop doing evrything.. and refresh our memories and discuss evrything at night. so it was like 5 plus.. and we played with bubbles.. until 6 and we ended up watching spongebob.. and in the end.. i signed in msngr at abt 10 plus.. and it so damn late.. so i got mingxian so sleepy and tired.. so i told him to go to slp and i shall send him the script by 7 in the morn the nxt dae.. so i stayed up in the night.. hoping tt some inspiration will come to mi mind.. and it did.. at 2 in the morning! but i dozed off.. after i quickly jotted down mi inspiration.. oh wad the hell.. damn it.. no spongebob todae.. oh anw back to where i was.. so since i was so tired.. and mi brian was like.. rotting? so i decided to haf a gd nite slp before i wake up the nxt dae to send mingxian the script.. and so.. i woke up at 6 plus in the morning to finish the darn script.. mi brain rotted.. no more brain juice..

and i refreshed mi memories.. and used the com to upload some pics, taken on tues with yuting n frens during the outing, into friendster.. and ding dong.. sueyee was here.. sec one orientation thingy agn.. campfire booklet.. so in the end.. i found miself typing the song list and pasting evrything into paint.. and adjusting all the sizes.. looking for suitable pics.. and adjusting evrything into the form of a booklet.. doing evrything on mi own.. coz i just couldnt tolerate the way sueyee does it.. told u im a perfectionist.. i wan evrything nicely done and up to standard.. so tt ppl will haf a good impression on us.. guides n scouts.. :) oh well.. so i ended up doing all the songs stuff.. and got mi sista to help us (she's more experienced and professional u see) using ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.. which both sueyee and i had no idea of how to go bout using it.. haha.. so evrything was nicely done and printed out.. at 8.00pm.. another dae gone.. and i was like so satisfied with the booklet.. but we wasted so much time n printer ink..

well.. on thurs.. sueyee came to mi hs agn.. to do the campfire invitation.. and unfortunately.. i was SICK.. sinus u see.. so i wasnt able to help out in the invitation.. and i was resting on the sofa near the com.. but when sueyee couldnt figure it out why the printer was not working.. i went to check it out.. and i found tt the invitation was like.. so weird looking.. but i was too sick to edit things.. so i printed it out.. and it realli freaked me off.. im sorry sueyee but it was realli unpresentable.. and furthermore.. we printed the wrong docs and wasted the two pieces of specially bought papers.. WTH.. ok. anw.. since it was so unpresentable.. i thought of cutting it into a smaller size.. like those kind of memo cards.. so tt it looks more like an invitation.. alrite.. it looked more presentable.. so i thought of drawing the word "odyssey" out by the side.. using a black marker and silver ink on top of the words.. so that the invitation looks more appealing and grand.. but.. we didnt haf a black marker.. WTH.. pissing me off.. so i thought of several ways to get the black nicely drawn.. using mi dried black marker.. okae.. looks ugly.. but at least more like an invitation.. sueyee said tt it was better than the original version.. so i told her to find a black marker and do the rest on her own.. but she had to visit msia and onli gets back on tues which is the nxt meeting.. oh damn it.. so she decided to leave them as the original version rather than the edited one which look so much more like an invitation.. and coz she had no time.. so i volunteered to help out.. coz i realli could not stand such an invitation card tt didnt seem to me as an invitation card.. it looked realli pathetic.. like.. just a slip of paper? so now.. i haf to go buy a blck marker.. and get evrything done by nxt tues..

and u noe wad.. MY HOMEWORK! actualli wanted to complete mi hmwk by this sun.. which is CHRISTMAS.. oh well.. so frustrated.. sueyee im not blaming u.. realli.. it is just this orientation thingy.. or perhaps mi perfectionist character.. but my xmas is now ruined.. i suppose mommie wun let me go out with wan this sun.. coz of mi hmwk!!! didnt even manage to do at least a set of amaths paper or a situational writing this whole wk u noe? so disappointed.. argh. maybe im wasting some of mi time by blogging.. BUT.. i REALLI NEEDA LET OUT WADS IN MY MIND! argh. and im still hafing blocked nose rite now.. this darn orientation thing is realli getting on mi nerve.. and no spongebob todae.. WTH..