i realli hope to throw away mi past and start anew as a person who has a meaning in life. i guess yanru is right. if im realli determined to transfer into poly, i should follow mi decision, quit sch and work for the nxt few mths for mi sch fees and laptop nxt yr. i realli hate mi current subjects alrite. which is maths, phy, chem, gsc. plus gp n pw. they totalli sark. oh except for maths. i still love maths. dont u think it'll be useless even if i pass mi promos and then stay in a sch which i dread gg to, and cont to go through so much torment, still unable to concentrate on subjects which i hate and wont be using even if i get into uni? why not pursue mi interest through an alternative instead? i may get into uni as well! tt is if i work real hard which im determined to, as long as i get to study things i love. im gg for counselling with justina nxt week i guess.


oh n sorrie shiwan i jus saw what u tagged ytd! but i still haf second thots abt whether to cont mugging hard for promos or not. i'll tell u abt it aft the counselling session okie? =)