wow. it has been mani mani mani daes since i've posted anithing. just msged a fren to tok abt his relationship prob. and i cant believe i actualli said those things to him. as in, such sophisticated stuff. i hope tt's a goot sign tt psychology is the thing for me. it made so much sense when i read all mi outbox msgs, even though i haf no idea what the real situation was like and that it was all merely a guess. i've nv been in love anw. i mean, where both parties commit.. i hope i made him eliminate those wild guesses when the girl refused to respond aft the initiating of the breakup, and prevented any unneccessary misunderstandings. and i hope that he actualli feels better, like how i alwaes do, aft confiding in a fren.


he feels betrayed cos he has alwaes been goot to the girl, alwaes given her all the love that any girl wld wished for, and tt's witnessed by mani ppl ard them, ppl like me too. however, tt girl initiated a breakup, reason being studies and differences, all of a sudden. tt made him unhappie, like wondering how cld they simply end a realationship all because of an abrupt breakup initiated by her. but the fact is that, how cld anyone not feel a sense of guilt to initiate a breakup esp when the other party treats u like treasure? im sure she mus haf been struggling deep within her heart, whether or nt to bring it up, esp when ppl all ard noe tt he has been super goot to her. she mus haf her reasons for doing so, like maybe not wanting to hurt him even further by continuing with the relationship when she noes she cant commit any longer. the fact tt she seemed alrite for the few daes earlier may haf been a pretendence, to ease her fear of hafing to face him. howver, she noes she has to bring it up eventualli, to avoid hurting him even more, tt's why she had to pluck up so much courage to overcome all these. it mus haf been a difficult decision for her. so why shd he feel betrayed? i guess if he understands this, and if this is realli the case, then he shd feel glad instd tt the girl is being frank to him, and respect her decision, since im sure all he wants is the best for her and his understanding may just be the best he cld gif her. whatever is the girl's reason for being unable to cont further with this relationship, i believe some things are meant to be. perhaps it's just the time to let go.. wow. love is such a wonderful thing. makes one realise how much he means to others.


well, gonna get to slp now. im sooooo looking forward to mi orientation camp the wk aft next! :) nites evryone!