hello agn! it's been a million of years since i've blogged and i see that mi blog has grown algae!! hahaha.. anw im here agn, but somehow, mi brain feels like it's been oxidised into Fe2O3. HAI I MISS SCHOOLWORK! alrite tt was a bit too random. haha so now that i've alrdi resigned frm mi former job as a childcare teacher, i will haf tons of time to blog! *woohoo* :)


well, 14th feb was mi last dae of work, and as expected, i didnt bear to leave the children. i've been there for half a year aft all, and those cherubic little ones are just too lovely to let go of! i'll definitely miss them. sobs. it was realli a fruitful experience tt u cant obtain anywhere else! haha yea and on mi last dae of wrk, i received a beautiful card frm a 4 yr old boy called Getzel. on the card, it read, "Getzel loves Ms Ng", with a long-haired girl drawn in a heart. this is treasure i tell u. haha i was so touched can. other than tt, in the card itself, it was written, "goodbye, take care", with a lovely heart drawn with an arrow across. so sweet luh! :):):) the card was also filled with his cars sticker collection at the back of it. AWWW :)


heehee. and since it was valentine's dae as well, the children frm the k1 elmo class, as well as their form teacher, mdm lin, made me a ferrero rocher flower! :D melts man. the children were also like giving me hugs and kisses, telling me not to go. it realli feels goot to noe tt u're loved and apppreciated! tt's the reason y i like kids. although sometimes, not evrything tt comes out of their mouth is real, u can alwaes see a truth, and tt is their feelings. i can assure u tt aft interacting with children, you'll find tt their laughters are the most adorable thing in the world. on tt dae, they said things like, "why must u go?", "i dont want u to go", "u are the best", and also "ms ng i love u". mi fav boy even sang a song for me. it goes like this, "ms ng, ms ng i love u! i noe tt u love me too. u noe tt i love u too. so i sing for u.." XD at tt instant, i almost had the urge to abduct him home! haha.. i dont noe y bud i alwaes feel comforted once i hear their laughters. it seems to constitute the effect of consuming paracetamol when u're hafing fever. u'll definitely noe tt magical feeling once u've experienced it.


well anw, work is over, and sch is a mth and a half away. im gonna be so damn bored luh. posting result is next tues and im hafing a sense of apprehension!! AM I GONNA BE ACCEPTED INTO DIP IN PSYCHO?! this ques keeps bombarding in mi mind. AHHH!! tues, pls come quickly! and i cant wait to start sch!! i feel so detached frm the world without attending scoo. like evryone is hafing his or her own life and im like estranged from the society. although it's nt smth happening for long, it's still abnormal to be nt studying when evryone else is.


oh well, i dont haf a choice, do i? i guess i'll just find smth useful to do in the meantime, to keep myself occupied and to get rid of the sense of emptiness lurking within me. maybe take this chance to fatten miself as well so tt i wont look like a skeleton tt will scare evryone away on the first dae of sch.. hahaha..


oh n i've learnt a new word todae!
ennui
· n. listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from boredom


heehee here are some random fotos