im so damn pissed off right now.


there i was, still so concerned about her just nw and now she is ranting and complaining to her sister how much burden both her daughters are bringing to her cos of our immaturity. can she not like make assumptions like all the time and then onli look at things frm her own perspective? dont alwaes GENERALISE and jump to a conclusion without even taking other things into consideration. does she even noe how mani ppl she will hurt each time she misunderstands someone? just because she thinks differently frm a person doesnt mean tt there is a need to criticise how the other party thinks. and then go around listing all the pros abt her thoughts and all the cons frm the other, hoping to obtain agreement and some sympathy.


pls. can she gif us some respect that she expects frm us as well? she loves to lament on how bitter her life is, and vent her anger on her daughters when she is feeling frustrated. hello. pls be more considerate can? and stop thinking u are the onli one who is suffering. be more sensitive and tactful. and can she pause for a little while and take a look at the positive assets that her daughters possess? doesnt she noe tt it's very discouraging to alwaes hear either complaints and still complaints abt us all the time? does a little praise hurt? she thinks mi sis and i are unfilial, simply cos we are people who arent expressive enuff? does she rmb or even take notice of the little things tt we've done for her, before gg ard telling others or us that we NEVER help out a single time and we make her angry INTENTIONALLY. does she haf to generalise? it's so hurting everytime i hear those harsh words. we are humans too. we haf emotions too. our hearts are not made of rocks.


she just screamed at me, "ANSWER LAH! WADS WRONG WITH U ALL? EVERYTIME OSO DONT WANT TO ANS! BAD HABIT!" cos i didnt ans the fone before pressing it for her. is she so certain tt i dont ans the fone EVRYTIME? and since i've alrdi brot the fone to right in front of her face, is there still a need for me to ans in front of her and moving it like a few inches away to her face? hello. i just happened to not press it and answering it first this time.


i cant take it anm. and i cant believe that such an educated person (a doctor) like mi aunt would actualli gif so disappointing responses. without hearing the other side of the story, she takes it tt mi sis and i are the villians, and our mom is the victim. and there she was, reprimanding me for not being polite and respectful. frm her disapproving look, i bet she thinks tt i dont bother to ans the fone calls at home and leaves tt to mi sick mom to do it all the time. pls. wld she like it if she were me? she was being sarcastic too when she related mi course (psychology and community services) and how mi sis and i haf a responsibility in helping out with the chores at home. sigh. she even thinks that mi sis and i are not concerned abt our mom's current condition (the intestine tt has to be operated). i am so disappointed. i want to cry.


i repeat. my heart is not made of rock.
bestie, i need ur shoulder.
wait a min.
are we even besties still?