Dear diary,

Im feeling f-ed up again :( so vexed. Yes, over B. Why are happy moments so short lived? Why do I always experience such short lived emotions? :( When he makes a move which makes me feel connected with him, I feel so happy and so much liking for him. But when he doesnt, I lose the interest. Sigh. What should I do? This keeps happening, like a circle without an end.