DAMNIT. I MISS A. AFTER WATCHING THE NDP PARADE ON TV JUST NOW.. FOND MEMORIES OF US IN NDP 09 JUST FLOODED MY MIND LIKE OVERWHELMINGLY. I MISS YOU. DAMN. WHY ARE U STILL THE ONE WHO CAN CONNECT WITH ME THE MOST AND THE ONE WHO NEVER FAILS TO CAPTURE MY HEART AND FEELINGS. I MISS YOU. I MISS THE FEELING OF BEING SIGNIFICANT TO SOMEBODY, BEING LONGED FOR BY SOMEBODY, AND BEING COMFORTED AND SHOWERED WITH CARE AND CONCERN BY SOMEBODY. I MISS THE FEELING OF BEING HUGGED TIGHTLY BY SOMEBODY, AND SHOWERED WITH ENDLESS KISSES. I MISS SEEING THE NAME OF A SPECIAL ONE NEVER FAIL TO APPEAR ON MY PHONE EVERY NIGHT. I MISS HEARING THE COMFORTING VOICE OF SOMEONE SWEET TO ME EVERY NIGHT BEFORE I TURN IN. I MISS HEARING THIS SOMEONE'S SINGING, DESPITE HOW TUNELESS IT IS, WHENEVER I FELT UPSET. I MISS THE FEELING OF BEING MISSED. AND I MISS BEING IN LOVE. I know things are and can no longer be the same, and that we have moved on. And knowing that I'm probably not the girl in your life whom you will consider the most unforgettable or impacted your life significantly like how you somehow are and did to me (well probably the girl G before me was but it's alright). But I have to admit it. Why hasn't anyone else been able to make me fall in love this endlessly?