Well, I'm feeling okay once again. I guess the expectations are only a surge of feelings. Like I see him physically as the familiar him I used to be close with, and so will be associated easily with the emotional side of him. So though he is still physically like before, when he doesn't behave emotionally the same, especially when others beat him to it, I get upset. But, remember girl, you shouldn't be making comparisons with now and then right? Because the fact afterall is that, you are closer to T now as compared to B. Remember you were gonna make friends with B from afresh? Yup. Get rid of those expectations.